Today was one of those days that I just didn't want to get moving... and I didn't for a long time. I actually got out of bed... get this.... at 10:30!!! Can you believe that? I couldn't! I could not tell you when I slept that long!!
Beth and I finally played the rest of our Pay Day game... I won. Kyle and I watched a movie. Julie called to see if she could still come over, which of course I said YES!!!
Julie and I worked on the kitchen and this little space we have called the nook (because that is what someone called it 9 years ago when we were getting this place and it stuck). My kitchen, well, it is starting to look more like a kitchen. We got some things off the counters, cleared the top of the
pantry and
refrigerator, and removed extra school and paper stuff out.
I just love working with Julie! She makes cleaning fun... I know can you believe
I said that?! She just makes so much sense with what she is doing and what she is telling me... it is just great. It is amazing to me how clutter just seems to happen.
As I told Julie, I gave about 6 bags and a big box to
AmVets, and it still seems like the stuff never goes away. God has really been working on my to get my house organized, not that I wasn't trying before, but I just didn't want to give up anything. And quite truthfully, I just didn't know where to start.
So often we find our self worth in what we have, but at the same time, all that stuff is making us crazy. I think that is the realization I have come to recently.
I want my life to make sense. I want my home to be neat. I want my home to be peaceful. I want to have a clean house. I want to teach my children that you don't need stuff to make you happy. I want it to be okay if someone stops by.
And what DON'T I want?
I don't want clutter. I don't want
chaos. I don't want to make excuses for my mess. I don't want to train mess-makers. I don't want to always be searching for something. I don't want to fail at being a keeper at home.
So, here is the plan, one step at a time, one room at a time, make the room what it should be. I can tell you this, I have great peace with the changes we have made already. It is motivating me to keep going and it is so much better to have a friend to help.
Thanks Julie. I really appreciate your time, thoughts and the work!!